Wish and Hope - it never happened

Silently cry does she
without tears
emotional scars deep
self esteem whirlwind
all because she believed of him

True beauty was critiqued
a price paid by words.
Jagged like a dirty blade
stabbed with...
Now visions erratically search.

Reinvent herself does she...
Self defense,
to disappear and re-invent...
Her solution to preserve self worth.
shhhh... don't say a thing...
and everything will go away.
Wish and hope
Wish and hope
it never happened...
but then her poet wrote...

Mental thoughts hidden by silence
Communication non-existent
Fake the smile to rest the mind,
while in the presence of others.
Laugh and have a good time,
but in solitude...
In solitude there is no rhyme,
just reality whispering to the mind
constant reminder of desolate time.
Was it now or is it then?
Where am I?
and how did this begin?

Wish and hope
Wish and hope
for you this I wrote...

yOurs Truly...

The silence I can decode